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In search of she who waits

  • 07 September 2010

Life is a franchise Light is a pheromone to lost moths on the outside of their life. Hers was a beacon she shared, hung her collection on the clotheslines of friends, lent herself in pieces.

They ironed them for themselves.

Her shine was a soul exposed, didn't trade in secrets. They kept theirs in handbags to pay the travel forward, a barter in gossip gave kudos. False teeth castanet the dark.

Naivety is not a take-home message.

This open life was sheared and sprinkled on their alphabet, by wearing her as themselves they stole her story.

She wraps her spirit and hides its shadow rubs her footfall from its trace learns to behave in numbers

sews zips to tongue and staples a need to share with others ties knots on fingers to remember this mantra

anonymity is the safest gift I give myself. –Susan Adams

Poem 'Another world is not only possible, she is on her way. On a quiet day I can hear her breathing.' –Arundhati Roy

So here I am on the road out beyond my little garden of oleander and ivy and rusted doors. Away from the porch with its still rocking chair and dimpled cushion where the wise old woman no longer sits away from the tissue paper blossoms and dense leafy vines and pungent fruit. Away from the small vicious creatures with their peacock feather scales. Away from you and our life of impossible futures and from this tomb-like stillness of a garden that doesn't grow.

And so I tread with my small backpack and its many pockets stepping not towards, but away from a war that can never be won and a life and a faith and a love that have come unhinged.

In search of she who waits

somewhere, on a dusty stump or parched rock. Somewhere far from here on the road inside myself patiently fanning flies and hoping that I'll have the heart to travel on and not look back. –Cara Munro

The lover of my soul We have an assignation, my lover and I. We'll meet at the crossroads. I'll recognise him immediately — Beautiful, quixotic, and funny, Delight in his eyes. And he me — I'll be carrying my heart in my hands. I'll step out of the slack skin of old age And slip within his white overalls. Transfigured, entwined, we'll begin The Dance Whose steps I've practised in the quiet of my room.  –Vivien Arnold

Susan Adams is a Research Scientist at the University of Sydney and a poet who has been published in anthologies, E-zines, and hard copy journals both in Australia and internationally. She has been read on ABC Radio National 'Poetica' and 'All in The Mind'.

 

Cara Munro is a registered nurse who has been inspired by communities in Malaysia, West End, India,