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Dream of me

  • 23 February 2010

A photograph of Venice no-one notices her a blown flag hurrying across the square's end where pigeons cloy like filings round the icecream man couple after couple promenading the tiles in order to be seen in order to cast long privileged shadows a dark dog watching leg raised sun hazed among pines probably spring probably thoughts descending towards the gold of bracelets the lure of dinner father and daughter striding in step but there's sunlight on serge a conferring of uniform caps near the fountain another four with swords trailing like lizards on show another five strutting abreast boots in concert bearing down on a schoolboy their epaulettes sharp as prophetic orders on this softly seething day's end Venice 1939 spiked with the well-oiled portent of rifles footsteps imperceptibly hushing Stars of David trembling against the Vatican's exclusive whispers no-one noticing as she hurries away in her gown like a flag in a scurry of wind

Lorne viewed over sea boulders

… dark love of these black shamans on a sloping beach light paying out its primal minutes a hundred brimmings of bulk and shadow this new tide that rocks a day to sleep stitching up the shoreline's steep leaf storeys

silence is tricked out in water's shy asides

I seek reminders in my watch's face wonder how I stranded here eyes stumbling guiltily towards forest and far over the gables of coy houses hills' feet shuffling among the glint of cars

but back to basics: behind me sunset paints an epilogue across the bay retreat retreat retreat in silk it's saying until way down in what we all forget we know I might be lost again nosing through weed gauntlets tendrils the sway of millenia in the deep rooms of world's most solemn pool …

Dream

when I get there driving through the night rain's sheen I come on myself already asleep in the bed mouth ajar head resting on one elbow

drawing off gloves I bend down to look more closely I see my face is riven with concern like a baroque ikon like christ's gaunt cheeks like a hare in drought

what happens now? do I reach down to smooth the hair at the temples? do I trace the worry lines on the forehead? do I kiss the eyelids?

no — I bunch my gloves and slap a slack jowl hard bringing a red weal to the upper lip and starting open eyes that look fearfully beyond me at something I can't see

Graeme Kinross-Smith is poet, novelist, writer of short fictions and photographer. He writes in Melbourne, Geelong and Port Campbell. His novel Long Afternoon of the World has been hailed as a poet's novel and compared to